This Person............

It absolutely, positively amazes me how one day you can just piss me off completely and then the next day, make me fall utterly in love with you.

You make me want to go back and start afresh with you.

And each time we crumble, and you put us back together again, I'm reminded of our beginning a few years back.

A time when I was in such denial of the way I felt about you.

Even when I thought I had met someone that could make me happy, you stood there always wanting to protect me from getting hurt. And at that time I didn't understand why you were blocking, but now I get it. Thanks.

I didn't always listen to you, but now it seems as if you are all that's left and coincidentally all that I want and could ever need.

I had been in this bubble and you have been the one to break in and help me break out.

I appreciate you more and more each time we talk.

But I don't know what the future holds for us, because we have already have a "set-up", that I know I don't really want.

I want to be more and I'm willing to wait because I feel like you're worth it.





Wow!! I'm scared of the way I feel right now.
It's like I know I shouldn't feel this way about this person, but my heart and mind are strong and the way I feel hasn't gone away, but it's only getting stronger.


I've always said a friend is the best companion, but I didn't know it would be this person. I know everyone has always said something about us, but it was too much of a fairytale to believe it. But I love talking to him everyday, for hours about nothing.
I love his affection and his attention. I love how I smile when I see him and how I just light up in his presence and the twinkle he puts in my eye.

But I'm not dating right now.....But what am I waiting for???