Looking for Something

I woke up looking for something, but never found it, and I don't know if I ever will.


I've met people who spoke a good game, but never backed it up with their actions.
Maybe this is the exception, maybe not, but I don't want to walk away, because that's what he's expecting. But do I put my heart in limbo, waiting for things to get better?

I don't know what to do sometimes in this situation. It's so different than the others.
I just want to take it slow, so that my heart isn't shattered.

I want to give my all, but I don't know if that will be enough.
But what if I do give my all and get nothing in return.
But what if I'm the one making the sacrifices and the changing, and they remain the same?

I don't know, hopefully the situation will be cleared up soon.
Just waiting for the leadership by God.