Why??

Things are the way they are because I allow them to be.
Why do I allow people to treat me the way they do?
Why?....is the question that I continue to ask myself.
Why do I continue to allow people to walk over me and make me feel like the dirt they walk on?
Why is that no one is truly happy with me?
Why do I continue to find myself in isolation?
Why??
When I make the attempt to make friends with people I think are saved and in the church, I learn that they are just cruel as the people in the streets.
I'm tired of people lying and talking about each other and then acting like nothing was ever said or done when in the public eye.
I'm tired of people saying one thing but then turning around and doing the total opposite.

Why?.....is thee question I continue to ask myself over and over again.
And people wonder why I am so anti-social......
Why I prefer to be alone....
Well the main reason is because I have a private life that I live and I would rather it not be tainted by you.