I learned from that particular situation. I was hurt and I gave my heart to someone who at the time wasn't ready to take care of it. I learned after that situation had been put on a unknown amount of pause, not to put my all into situations with people because in the end you will get hurt. This may not be true, but I only know what I've experienced. I can say that yes I may have been a little selfish at times, but for the most part I made sure you were happy. Whatever was needed to be done I did it just because I loved you that much. I thought that I should help you in your endeavors to move on from your past, so I thought to do that I should get out of the picture as well, because I didn't want to be a distraction for you.
You said you don't want to give up on trying to make this work, but I don't see you making any progress or even making any steps to make things right.
Why is it that when it's time to have a serious talk about our situation you just defer my advances and act as if nothing even happened to put a bridge between us. If we just continue to ignore it, it will never be resolved and I will never be truly happy. So make up your mind because I will not always be here despite what you may think.
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