A Change

Don't you get tired of experiencing the same thing all the time. I have definitely gotten to that point. I'm tired of writing about it over and over again and nothing seems to be changing but me. There is this continuous cycle that I seem to put myself in. The cycle of feeling all fussing inside, then to being upset, then hurt, then something is said to take that hurt away momentarily, and then I back to feeling all the "like" inside. But the hurt never really goes away, there is just a cover thrown over it to make me think it's gone, but in reality I know the truth.

When will things change??
I believe a change will be good in this instant.
A change that someone will be constant in my life and not in and out whenever he thinks he wants to.
A change that he will work just as hard as me, if not harder to ensure our happiness.
A change that I can be guaranteed an honest and open relationship that we can discuss anything and everything.
A change that both have the opportunity to learn from each other.

A change.....a change

Will it ever come???


Willing to wait,
Ms. Wright