I Need a Love

I need a love that will stand the test of time. A love that will last through the thousands of miles between us, through the lies & rumors, through the make-ups & break-ups, through the denials, and through the "I can't do this anymore's" I need a love that will love even after I tell you all about the garbage of my past. Is it possible? Does it exist??
I know I may be asking for the impossible, but I have that much faith that I believe it will come.

I told someone of all the past guys I used to talk to, and luckily, they are still my friend. It takes someone who truly loves you to stick around after you dump a pile of trash on them. Don't get me wrong, of course I had to help pick it all up and redeem myself.

As a young lady who has made the decision to be kept through the power of God, a decision had to be made that I wasn't going to just accept anything and everything that made its way up to me. You have to ask the right questions to get the answers you're looking for, because if not, you will just get a lot of mambo jumbo.

There is someone that says they love me, but what does that mean?
Can you love someone even when you don't REALLY know them?

Maybe you just love the thought of them. I hate to hear someone say "you're my wife", but yet you have absolutely no clue of who I am, nor how I am.

I would definitely say that in the least I am a handful, maybe 2, so you're not ready for a rollercoaster, you might want to stay clear of me, because once you enter into this den, you won't want to get out. You may think you do, but in reality, you won't.

I need a love that will love me as strong as I love it. A love that will protect me at all cost. And maybe even a love that will fight to keep me....

So again I ask, is this possible to achieve or am I just wishful thinking???