I feel you knocking on the door of my heart, but I don't know how to let you in.
I want to welcome you in, but something keeps stopping me.
Is is my past? Maybe, but what are you going to do?
Would you break down the door and break in through a window, or would you just forget about it and walk away?
I feel as if I have missed some great opportunities because of this fear I continue to harbor in my heart.
I don't want to go back to the people that used to be stand-ins.
Someone that used to just occupy my time until someone interesting came along.
I want something real, something that I'm not afraid to run and tell the world about.
Life is hard when you have trust issues, and when I thought I had gotten over it, I was proven wrong.
I attempt to walk daily in confidence, but sometimes things get the worst of me.
I have really been able to open up to one person, but that person could not even be with me, but for unknown reasons, the feelings and emotions were mutual between us.
Why do I always seem to meet unavailable people?
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