Let's Come to an Understanding

So you say you love me, but when I look around you are no where to be found.
You say you love me, but I haven't spoken to you in weeks.
It seems to me as though you say whatever you need to get by, but I will let you in on my little secret, I'm no ordinary girl and you will give me the respect I deserve.
I have been through alot but I refuse to just except what is thrown at me or anything less than the best.
When you say you love someone, you don't treat them like the dirt you walk on.
I understand the fact that you need and want attention but what about me, I need some too from you. I am not going to chase you because you think that what's you want. If I'm someone you think you want to be with, then you need to work a little harder. I'm not up for doing all the work and you reaping all the benefits.

What I Have Learned

Something happened to me just the other day. I woke up to the realization that I
was alone. I’ve known that for a while now but I guess it really just hit me. I
don’t have someone to wake up next to every morning smiling back at me. I don’t have
someone to snuggle up close to when it’s a little chilly outside.


I had gotten used to the fact that I just had friends. But sometimes I wonder why
I don’t necessarily have someone I can call my own. Is it because I am scared of
someone loving me and feeling vulnerable to being hurt? Is it that I am just being
too picky? Or is it just not time for me to be with anyone yet? There are so many
questions to be asked but I will continue to wait on the man God has created just
for me.

There is so much that goes on in your mind when you are all alone. You think
about what could have been and what could be if only you were in control. But
sometimes it’s not meant for us to always be in control. Sometimes we have to let go
and let God have His way.


I have learned that my will is not God’s will and I have to step aside and get
out of the way so that He can have dominion over my life. I have learned that I do
have someone to love me in spite of it all. He’s always there to comfort me and give
me a peace about things. He’s always there to give an understanding of my situation,
and he doesn’t judge me when I mess up and make the wrong decision.


I have learned that no one can love me like He can and at any moment in my life
that I need Him, He will be there, no matter what.

A Realization

You never really realize how much you love a person until they are gone out of your life.
You wish you had more time with them and you wish you had said you loved them more.
Sometimes it’s your fault they are no longer apart of your life and sometimes it’s just an act of nature that takes them away.
In any case you miss them and wish they were still there.
Still there to make you laugh, make you cry, give you advice, and get on your nerves.
There are never enough times you can say sorry to someone who has left on your account, and there aren’t enough tears you can shed to bring them back to you. Sometimes it’s just what we need to bring us to the point of independence.
What happens if you depend on someone to always make you laugh and they leave?
Will you never smile again?
No, you muster up the courage and energy and you learn to smile in spite of the situation.