In Vain...

It's been almost 2 months since been here. There have been ups and downs, but I'm made it through. I've learned to put my trust in God. For He is the only one that will never leave me alone. I've tried to find a joy on my own, but the world's joy just slipped right through my hands. Because it was not made to weather the storm.

I've been in that place for far too long. I knew something more was in store. That is why this path has been laid. I had no inclination for my future when I was still searching this world for love. Yes, I knew that it would not last, but my heart still reached out and grabbed it, in vain.

I searched the minds and hearts of many, trying to locate myself in them, but that too was in vain.

When you're a child, you can only imagine a future, but when you become an adult that once distant future, becomes your reality and present.

I never imagined my life would be where it is today. I never imagined I would be one of sole contributors to a child's education.

Life is a funny at times and only God knows the path He will have to trod, but in any case, He will indeed prepare you.