So today has been pretty unproductive unfortunately. I've just been lounging around on Facebook, but not really having any meaningful conversations with anyone. But the one only decent thing I did was straightened my hair.
I just don't like being alone anymore. At one point in time, it was what I wanted, but someone came in my life and changed all of that. I enjoyed seeing them everyday and going to lunch and dinner, just watching tv, and taking care of business. It felt like a real relationship that grown people have, not just something high schoolers have.
But all of that is over and as much as I hate to admit it, it's taking it's effects on me.
Yesterday when all this mess was revealed to me, my whole mood changed and now I try to put on a proud face when I'm around people, but then when I'm alone, the truth comes out. I haven't even been working on my paper that's due on Monday. But as usual, I'll just procrastinate and finish it on Saturday and Sunday.
I don't even want to be bothered with anyone else right now, because I know how it feels to be treated like a Queen and anything less just won't due.
The Ever So Changing Life of Ms. Wright (A.K.A. GOD'S BOO)
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