My Progression

If you see me sitting or walking alone,
do not feel sorry for me,
because God is just preparing me for my journey.
A journey so few will accompany me on.
I may be alone to your natural eyes,
but God's Grace and Mercy never me alone.
Many have entered into my life,
but many also have been left behind.

God is taking His time with me,
preparing my mind and heart for what is to come.
He is putting me a place where I have no else to listen to but Him,
and so I have learned to just surrender and if that means
putting on hold everyone around me,
so be it.

You thought I would always be there for you to pour your heart out to,
but all I could do is listen.
I could never offer any assistance to you and even if I did,
you would not have listened anyways.
You chose to take a different route, and so I had to go.
I had to go because while I was trying to
walk a straight path you would run off the road dipping and dopping,
while attempting to drag me with you.
Well those days are over now,
I am so free.


I do not feel a need to always be in the crowd
because I need to hear my own thoughts and not someone else's.
When you become negative I must go because I refuse to allow someone to sow seeds of confusion and discourse in my presence.
I am happy in my heart and I believe that is all that matters.

You may not like or even approve of the way I am,
but I am not living this life for you.
I have had to experience life's ups and downs as the next person but the difference is, God has given me peace in the midst of a storm.