I Was Tired

I fell asleep early last night not because I was sleepy but because my mind was tired of thinking about you.
Thinking what in the world you could be doing when we’re not together.
Wondering if you think about me as much as I think about you.
I was tired.
I was tired of the way my heart would pound at just the mere thought of you.
I was tired of the emptiness I felt because you weren’t there.
I was tired.
I was tired of being neglected, abandoned, and discarded.
I was tired of feeling sick to my stomach because I was sick from love.
………………Or was it that I was sick of love???

This one is where I am at in the moment, because of all that is happening and not happening.

We need to do better....