Life.....

I never imagined my life would be where it is today. I feel so free and yet so contained at the same time. I had no intention of coming to Korea and meeting someone that I would truly cherish as a friend. I don't fee like I have many true friends. I had people to call on when I was bored, but a true friend, that has been hard to find. Many people often have a motive for wanting to be friends with you, and they aren't just geniune.


Going to another country and adapting to another's culture and opening yourself up to the criticism that comes along with that territory, involves a level of maturity and growth. I didn't know just how much I had grown until I was faced with the adversity of home. Home is truly as the saying goes, "Where the heart is". My heart is wrapped up in whirl of emotions and truth. This truth is what I have to learn about me. This truth has guided me and will continue to guide me.

My faith has increased because I don't see with my eyes, but with an open heart and mind. The games are over because I have stopped playing them. I don't have time for the same foolishness and imaturity. My life is where the Lord is leading it to go and I plan to allow Him to continue leading me.

I'm willing to make all the sacrifices needed to get me where I need to be. I no longer can compromise.

This journey of life has been rather interesting to say in the least and I have a yearning for more of God's spirit and His anointing. He never it would be easy, but He has given us everything we need and more to make through the storm and the rain. I'm just crazy enough to believe that He will provide.