Whoever said movies are only fairytales and they cannot become real life, was not fully telling the truth. I had to experience for many years why my movie was not playing out right and it just hit me, at the beginnning of the new year. It was that I had the wrong actor co-starring alongside of me. Because of the movie, I was going on looks and so I was forcing something that was not meant to be.
I always wondered why it was not easy for our friendship and for us to get close. I now understand why. I do not regret the time I spent trying to get to know him from the inside out, but with the true person it was just natural. It is unexplainable and mind boggling to think it could have gone this direction.
